Documenting the present, so I can share in the Future.

I am going to try and start a blog. Every day I think of things I should write down, videotape or take pictures of to remember each moment. This seems like the cool new thing to do and some day it will be fun to share with my kids and to just remember myself. I just wish I could freeze moments in time and dial them up when I need a moment. Olivia is getting so big and I just love all the new things she can do. Like today we went to an Easter egg hunt and the park and she totally got the concept... so cool! BUT.. there are times when I wish I could just hold her and snuggle her when she was two months old again.. if even just for a minute. The little one is getting big in my belly. 7.5 weeks until I'm due. I can't believe this pregnancy has gone so fast. He is so active inside my stomach. I have a feeling he will be an active child just like Olivia. We bought a crib today and this week we are painting and getting his room ready. It will really seem real once I walk into our once "guest room" and see baby boy clothes hanging in the closet and the room all decorated for him. I can't wait to introduce him to the world especially his big sister. I have a huge fear of how to balance the time with the two of them. I hope it is something that is easier then I think and something I can let go of guilt about. Well, this one is a short post as I am just trying to figure out how all this works. Hopefully my next one will kinda back track the past year a little bit as I wish I had started this when Olivia was born. Have a good night!